“Skinny girl & cigarettes”
“Now I get to take a walk
Smoke a cigarette
Four months in the hospital
Feel the air
The snow is coming
I’m just a dreamer
Wandering
Where will I go next?
Beautiful sadness
I always was that skinny girl
Boyish and strong minded
Who will I befriend?
The coming year
Calling me
for something
There’s life in homelessness
Temporary home
Relapsing on my anorexia
Chocolates and cigarettes
Colas & love
Heart on my sleeve
Remembering those boys
That I follow
like home.
Lost little girl.
I’m just a dreamer
Wandering
Stars in the sky
Remembering radio days
Pouring out my heart to you
Love in my heart
Fear in my eyes
Save me Jesus.
Where am I to go?
Who am I to trust?
Beautiful trust
When you find a beautiful love.
Chasing those boys back home
In my heart
In my heart.
Skinny girl and cigarettes.
Find a way home.
Find a way home.
Mom, let me come home.”
~ “Skinny girl and cigarettes”
By Kelly Alexandra Hoff, Wednesday, November 29, 2023.
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